I am the antichrist

This song gives me goosebumps and I can’t help but cry every time I hear it. It’s not even the lyrics, it’s the orchestra. I feel the music in my chest, it’s explodes with emotions - happiness, sadness, nostalgia. I sometimes feel sick listening to it. I’m desperately trying to find more music like this. Another song that makes me feel similar to this is Elephant Gun by Beirut.